Thank you so much for responding to me. I really needed to hear that I was negative for HPV. The doctor had to give me a sedative before he read my results to me because I was loosing it in the examing room. I was not hysterical, but I was exhibting the behavior like I was going to have a nervous breakdown and past out.
The doctor and I are confused. He wants to know what doctor told me that I had HPV. My concern is that if there was a mistake in Dec. 2008, like the first doctor mailed me someone else test results, then I slept with my husband a couple of time in Jan, 2009 and a few times in Feb, 2009 with the last time being Feb 14 that I really did get the HPV. However, the April 28th tests were too soon to pick up any signs of HPV. I know that the woman that my husband slept with in 2008 said that she was testing negative on her pap smears. I will never know the real truth behind this. I am going to tell myself that I am okay, and I am going to take the test results as a blessing for me. I am a total health person. I have been for the last 2 months.
I go back in a few months because the doctor discovered that I have Lupus. I go back 6 months from now to get another pap smear, and I will request another HPV test. I decided that I will get those two tests for the rest of my life. I also I have made a decision that I will never have sex. This something I have told you before, and I know this is something that I will never let myself or my son down. I will never loose contact with you Fredo. You have become a friend to me. All I really had for the last two months is you, this site, and God to get me through. I will keep you updated on my heatlh. I hope all is well with you and the staff. God bless all of you. You guys are so important to all of us on this board. Your service gives us on this board a peace of mind.