I've been dealing with HPV for a little over a year now, I'm 21 years old and I'm just so depressed about this. I was told back in January that there was a small sighting of GW but only under a microscope sicne then my Dr. thinks it has gotten worse, but I'm on the "we'll watch it" system. I'm bouncing between 2 different doctors. I'm afraid of so many different things, I'm afraid for my health, but more importantly my bf's i'm afraid for his health and our relationship.
We were careful for a while and then I don't know if it was lazyness or denial- I'm gunna go with denial, but we weren't always safe and were still have M-F oral and F-M oral, this was after the microscopic W sighting. I just need some advice and tips, I don't feel attractive anymore and will just randomly cry. I read on here someone saying they hate the gardasil comercials and i completely agree I turn it off when I see them because I feel like there developing ways to prevent getting HPV, but it's like if you already have it you're doomed. I could really use some encouragment right now, I'm waiting to hear back from my DR. about my PAP, I'd really appreciate some words of wisdom, comfort or advice from people who are in the same boat as I am and even those who aren't. Thank you