I'm sorry to hear about your dilema.
As far as dumping the boyfriend, you are the only one who knows how you feel about him and whether or not this is unforgivable for you...
I am new to this whole thing myself, still waiting on the lab results to confirm the visual diagnosis of GH, but you have came to the right place to get some great advice regarding this infection...these folks know their stuff.
Upon reading this message board and the information on the web page, I have managed to move on from "freaked out" mode into "knowledge hungry" mode. I can't say that this is ok, but I don't feel like my life is over now either...and I've made it 2 whole days without crying
Hang in there!