I'm gracefromhhp over on medhelp
I remember reading your post to HHH on the biokit I think.
My first bit of advice is this and please take it under serious consideration. For the next week - don't look at your genital area - at all. Close your eyes to pee even and just hope for the best
In the shower - no peeking either!! TURN OFF THE COMPUTER. No getting online for anything other than checking your email, checking the weather or buying yourself something absolutely adorable from someplace online!! Use all that time you've been spending instead for something more productive like painting my bathroom, cleaning my house, walking my dogs or heck even do something nice for yourself like a pedicure or something!! Hit the kitchen if you like to cook - it's the best time of the year to get locally grown fruits and veggies. Make fresh veggie soup and freeze it for another day! A homemade fruit tart will impress the heck out of everyone you know and it's more time consuming than hard. Homemade bread - it's a great way to keep you busy all day long! Don't forget from scratch sticky buns too ( there are reasons why I am no longer a size 3...he he he ). Just keep yourself busy so that you have something else to think about. Don't get out the magnifying mirror and professional spotlight to do your crotch watch 10x/day! Don't sit and wonder if every little thing you feel in your body might be a sign of herpes. It's time to stop worrying so much about this and move on. It's the best thing you can do for yourself sweetie